I'm putting my guard down.I'm committing.I'm not the same person a year ago.A person who's afraid of being hurt ,whose pride had controlled her ability to show her emotions ,who had rather choose to end a relationship instead of letting herself be vulnerable to her significant other.A person who believed that she doesn't need a man.A person who felt discourage of marriage.
I only had the slightest idea of how he really feels.I could say I'm not secure.But can anyone bring a person who will tell me that there's always a guarantee in a relationship.Love is a gamble.If you bet all the money at once ,if you lose then that's the end of it.Someone told me that if you put your heart on the line,it must be 50-50.Just give 50 for your lover and half of it remains in you.I know this is easier said than done.Most of the time,we want to give it all because sometimes it's a validation that you really love the person.Unknowingly you're betting it all.
to be continued:
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